Ive been bowled over by a steam roller and have whiplash...

Seriously I have and do...
Ok maybe not quite a steam roller but I do have whiplash and mild concussion.

So you know how we lost our semi, well we had our revenge match last night. We were amped and ready for a win, we played well. But still lost :( 5-3 not to bad we think.

But remember the elbow in the jaw indecent, the same guy bowled me over. He was lumbering up the field like the large oaf he is. I went in for the tackle, and instead of dribbling around me, he plowed right into me. My last thought was o frick, hes not stopping! Then I was on my back on the ground in a whole heap o pain. When I came to, I was cursing something cronic, why wont this dude leave me alone? Im only half his friggin size!

At the end of the game he shook my hand and said "Ill leave you alone one day" Bah, im sure you will, maybe when youve hospitalised me? Bloody hell im sore. Next game against them shall be interesting none the less.

The incedent does not help with all the mum figures at work who are trying to get me to give up the game. Lol they dont understand that the brutality is all part of the fun :) The concussion effects had worn off by late arvo today, but now ive got really bad whiplash. Neck so stiff :(

The exorcism of the mes seems to be working I think. I am constantly wary of everything I do, say, think or feel atm. I do not want to loose all control again. I need to feel in a stable place, I need to get this life on track without all the little upsets. Without the exes admitting to their repressed feelings and the like.

The BF and I seem to be settling in together, learning to compromise to the others wants and needs, ie. not staying up til my usuall midnite. And convincing him to eat less junk. We are less stressed now, and getting used to having the other around so much. Its actually quite nice :)

Had the house warming over the weekend. It went swimmingly, caught up with heaps of people that I hadnt seen in ages. Played much backyard soccer, volleyball, cricket and badminton. There were no clashes among different groups of friends, even the 2 sets of parents seemed to get along. The parents were our major concern as they had not yet met. The pets too behaved, both are still alive and well. Dog even leaves Leila (demon kitty) alone if shes within a metre.

All seems well I spose :) Except for before silly season craziness at work.

Must be due for the great fall...