That of course, is utter crock, just something I heard on Comedy Central today, that plus the stick figure Hamlet that you can find HERE, all ties in with the procrastination thing...Alas I lack the money and the motivation to do what I want with my life. What I do now is certainly not what I want to spend the rest of my days doing, I know I'm better than this, and I know I will never win the lotto :(
You see I seem to have the most crushingly bad luck, (I would say I never win anything, but the fact that I won a chocolate bar 2 days ago, contradicts that statement). Every time I seem to be getting somewhere in life, IE. the amazing pace that I am managing to pay off my debts ATM, something happens... I have 2 cars. This in itself is not very good economically, that coupled with the fact that I am continuously having to fix them is insane. I have decided that in the long run it would be best to trade both vehicles in for a new one. This is something that I wish to do by the end of the month... What have I done to move towards this? Other than browse the vehicle listings? Nothing! *shakes head at own pityfulness* So 2Moro I must remember to email the car yards in town, and ask what they can offer me... fingers crossed that goes to plan.
When my partner and I moved into our flat together we had the idea of saving up enough money for a deposit on a house. Unfortunately with the GEC and pay freezes any money that we could have potentially put aside is going on the inflated cost of living. I work 7days a week so that we can actually progress in this life rather than going backwards. Much to my partners disgust he has noticed himself developing into a little house husband of sorts... But I love him for it, I know he only does it to make things a little easier for me.
Ive been getting rather depressed with it all, I'm sick of being in a dead end job, with lack of appreciation, and movements up the ranks or the like. I am actually contemplating going back to retail, as at least there is that opportunity... I guess a change is what I need, my workplace is very depressing ATM and some of my closest colleagues will be leaving in the next month :(
I have so many plans of what I want to do, but lack the time, ways, means, motivation and even knowledge of how to get it all off the ground. They range from business ventures big and small to personal improvement. I just always feel like I'm waiting for something to happen to give me that head start....
Website/Web comic- that's just a matter of time and enthusiasm. Every time I go to work on it something seems to go wrong, so I spend a good hour fixing it, and then I feel un-enthused. I have a few hand drawn of the comic that need scanning and posting up, although that seems like a small thing, I still need to make a page that will work for that browsing wise, I'm still not entirely sure how to do that, or how I want to do it. Still a beginner on this sort of thing.
Oh well more on this another time, E
